It’s Me Again…

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It’s me again, holding up to you my empty cup. I am not worthy but still I come just needing to be in the stillness of your presence and to feel your touch. It’s the place where I gain insight and understanding….the only place where I don’t feel judge, uncared for or neglected.

It’s me again, reaching for your outstretched arms. The place where I am sure no one can do me harm. Feeling overwhelmed with the obstacles I was given in my life this day….why did it not go my way? The trials I find to be unfair and harsh…but yet I must remain strong in the face of adversity. I come to you, because in you I am comforted, strengthened and accepted.
It’s me again, knowing you alone are worthy and holy. I bare my nakedness before you, needing you to cover me while you drape me in your garment of righteousness and purity. Replace the obscurity with clarity.

It’s me again, oh how I really need you. Don’t turn your face away from me. At times I stray yes, I admit. But  you said to come boldly to your throne where there is grace and more mercy. I permit you to search my heart and examine my motives. Lead me back on that path where there is everlasting peace.

It’s me again, I come to worship you. Reveal something new, more of my purpose. Are you hearing me? Yes, it’s me! I know you are there..you are listening and yes I know you are hearing me. Align my spirit with yours for change and transformation in my life. I believe there is more, more, more – it is what my heart desire. More of you, is what I need!

It’s me again, all I am hearing is “trust me, trust me my child.” It makes no sense the way it is going. Are these unrealistic expectations that I am having? Help me to hear more from you, it is the prayer of my heart. I not only need to discern your voice more clearly for direction, but that I may be obedient to the things you say to me for perfection.

It’s me again, you are my peace giver. It’s me again, you are my joy giver. Drench me in the river of your grace. Blanket me in your mercy. Shelter me under the shadow of your wings. Fill me with the oil of your anointing. Cover me, cover me…

It’s me again, draw me into your presence. Again I say, only you are holy, only you are worthy and only you deserve all my praise. Not the priest nor the prophet, not the cherubims or the seraphim’s, but you most holy one. I give you my heart, I give you my soul. You are the only one for me.

It’s me again, be my guide. The road is long, my feet – they are just not that strong. I lean on you my Rock, my solid Rock….my stabilizer, my provider, my healer, the preserver of my life.

It’s me again, hide me in the secret place of your tabernacle. Don’t ever let me go. My Heavenly Father, my best friend. My big brother and my true love.. You are my God, the only true living God. I need you Lord more than I ever needed you before. It’s me once again, it’s not my will, but your will be done…..